Its hard to find the truth sometimes, when lifes a stupid bore
Its hard for me to walk my path when I’m treated like a whore
Sometimes I fall off the wagon and pick myself up again
Its always I the same routine and I wish it would just end

I never really know what to do, I never really know what to say
Lost, alone in this world of shit there’s got to be a better way

The things I was taught when I was young, turns out its all a lie
Its getting harder everyday and I don’t know why I even try every little something new just kills a piece inside
Sometimes all I really do is just wish that I would die

I never really know how to cope, I never really know who to blame
Sitting evaluating past excuses you realize this ain’t no game

Why do I always beat myself up, thinking the grass is greener on the otherside
But then I go and hop the fence, the grass is rotten it was just another lie
I keep on looking keep on searching for the truth always wonder why
I can’t find my happiness it feels like a curse this fuckin life

I never really know the perfect time I never really know the perfect place
To just fucking end this life cuz I feel like such a waste

I keep on wishing keep on hoping it’ll change
Keep looking for a ray of sunshine on the range
Don’t even care for myself its probably why I look so fully manged
Tired tired oh so very tired of running from this danger

Don’t really know how to want for more, don’t really know how to make that happen
I should grab another case another thing to put my crap in

When I work on it it gets a little easier seeing through all the lies
There it is that ray of light and its right before my eyes
Its that new thing in my life that I could never despise
With it I can walk upright no more hiding no more latenight cries

Now I really know what I want now I really know how to get there
As long as this lights in my life everything else I just couldn’t care

There is always something better then that something great in store for me
The light oh it made me realize just what kind of person I could be
Even when I’m in the shadows I close my eyes and count to three
I always want it in my life it makes it so much easier to see

I really think I can get through this I really think I can make it on my own
But why would I ever want to with everything the light has shown

Always strong enough to pull through I know its all because of you
Blinding light chase away the darkness without it don’t know what id do
Now I’m ready for all life offers ready to stand up and see right through
Independent not a bit confused because now I know exactly what’s true

I wanted this for myself in my life motivated to be my own man and deal with all the strife
I can finally do what I’ve wanted to do for years
No more sitting around now and no more time fof tears
Life gave me lemons so I made lemonade, you gave me iron so I forged a blade
Now I got a weapon for eternity now all I want is just for you to see
Now I’m a big boy and you made easy for me to make these changes and I hope you be with me

Perspective, the way you choose to understand something. We are born with one perspective and as we age and grow we begin to see things in a diffrent light or from a new angle, life spins on an axis and we are at the heart of it, personalities. Personality dictates everything about the way you perceive reality. If you break it down you can see how one trait influences the way you perceive life and as more traits pile into one personality you start finding more and more ways to perceive it all. We age and as we age we find what makes us tick, what you like is diffrent then what I like, who you are is diffrent then who I am and that makes for two totally unique perspectives. Within those unique perspectives is many smaller facets, diffrent windows that if you were to look out of give you a diffrent view of the same object. An open mind leads to multiple perpectives and it makes it easier to understand life and how it relates to you, how your able to relate to life. I think intelligence takes this idea and puts it in scale. smallest being those with a single perspective and largest being undefined because of an unlimited amount of variables. The smarter you are the harder life becomes for you because you have so many diffrent perspectives you don’t always know which is the right one, but there is never the right perspective just the one you chose to use today. Ignorance is bliss, pure freedom from the range of perspective, you wake up and go to sleep and in between you only see life one way. it makes it easier but lowers your awareness of the variables added to a singular perspective. As you become aware of these variables you start to look at your perspective through each one and it brings you to new avenues and with each new avenue you get closer to enlightenment or madness, being able to understand it all from a singular perspective with all variables accounted for but its all a matter of perspective.

Couldn’t do it the way we knew
A whole new cut something we must do
Fuck society oh you know its true
People fall and get back up
Harder stronger with the edges all Rough
Diffrently we will be you will see
Take a fucking leap its a whole new me
Rappin to a brand new beat
Standin in the kitchen able to take the heat
Lifes elixer ambrosia isn’t it sweet
Stand alone in the middle of the street
If life gives you lemons make lemonade
But life gave me iron so I forged a blade
Gave me strength its my life I fuckin made, It
I sliced this shit leaned back and took another hit
Gave me a diffrent view
changed everything I thought I knew
Changed everything I thought was true
No more sliding down this motherfuckin tube
No more of me playin the rube
Tired of walkin in this fog
Tired of my feet stuck in the bog
Felt like an eternal brain clog
Finally life begins to be
What I want and what I see
Ego used to be a monlith
Wispered come to dark side
To join the motherfuckin sith
But at the heart its interpretation
Leave it to imagination
Think your real?
Then where’s your dedication
Angel on my left devil on my right
Wispering sweet nothings what a fuckin fright
Every damn day its a brand new fight
Night to day and day to night
Pick it back up hand around your heart
Well that’s a damn good start
You set the bait, you make your fate
Don’t fall to hate, never let yourself skate
Under the bar
Start with the excuses and you won’t go far
Institutionalized dead or insane
Deal with the pain or that’s where you’ll be again
Sorry but that’s real shit my mane

Diffused, a spinning downward spiral Gone, out of control and viral On the witness stand its like a fuckin life on trial Returned to its rightful place on top of the pile

The pot bubbles over, to much to contain Standing staring at the faces coming from the rain Each face tells a story, time and time again Moving on in life is hard as is dealing with the pain

Every little comment to me, convenient, every time we kiss, starts to sound like lies lips start to taste of piss, fact or fiction hard to to tell, shatters what I thought was bliss, as everyone lies a snake does hiss, were human and its hard to miss

Thought I was in love, thought that I had felt this way before, Thought that we had it all, never thought Id be able to, look at someone else and know that this is more, Never thought id find that someone for me, then I look up and see her walking through my door, Always thought that I was in love before, but between the two of us I need to know whats in store, Walking side by side and hand in hand, all I need to do is look at you just to know that I’m your man, They say the eyes are a portal into the soul, then take one look at me and you’ll see, your slowly filling up the hole,

Talking to you, true colors are what I see, A little faith, a whole lot of honesty, stand a little closer, so I can hold you next to me, Make our own memories, carve our initals in a tree, And if this is really love then Ive been such a newbie Such a wonderful feeling, I say we see what we could be, Because you never know or not if ill end up on bended knee

Is this mutual or a one sided lie, It feels warped and I wonder why, Is this for real or just another falsified, Story of love where in the end I die,

I wonder how you feel, I wonder what your thinking, My heart you did steal, as I sit by myself sinking, With my heart on the line, with my soul as bait, Just looking for a sign, so for you I will wait, As long as it takes ill still be standing, To catch you so you can have a soft landing, One thing I don’t think you understand, I care for you, your the only girl for me, I want to be your only man.

Does she feel the same as me? Does she know with who she wants to be? Does she get reminded by a silly little love song? Does she feel that with me nothing could be wrong? Does she understand that I want her here with me? Arms around her cuddling together is all I need? Does she want to watch the stars together at night? If its cold does she know ill hold her tight? Does she feel life is better with me around? Does she feel I can keep her feet on the ground? Does she feel itd be a waste to lose what this is? Does she know without me she would miss? An opportunity of a lifetime, a connection between two people like two words that rhyme? This is how I feel, musicial expression is true, That I’m not blue, that this happiness is new It’s based on our friendship, did you know this is exactly how I feel and its all ment for you?